{"id":10665,"date":"2006-05-13T09:34:52","date_gmt":"2006-05-13T14:34:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/2006\/05\/13\/feeling-better\/"},"modified":"2006-05-13T09:34:52","modified_gmt":"2006-05-13T14:34:52","slug":"feeling-better","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/2006\/05\/13\/feeling-better\/","title":{"rendered":"Feeling better"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Between a funeral and road trip, it&#8217;s been a very long, rough week. Until Friday, averaged five hours of sleep for too many nights in a row and logged three times more car miles than normal.<\/p>\n<p>Thinking out loud about the agent situation \u00e2\u20ac\u201c i.e. no news yet, twelve days left on the clock \u00e2\u20ac\u201c with The Wife, she shared a very good analogy. <\/p>\n<p>A man is lost at sea. Delirious, God appears in a vision, and promises a rescue if he trusts in signs.<\/p>\n<p>Moments later, a small fishing boat appears and the owner tosses out a preserver; the man declines. This was not the sign he expected. Two hours later a barge approaches, the crew also offers assistance. Again the man refuses. Surely God intended something grander than a battered dinghy and a rusty barge.<\/p>\n<p>A faithful man, he waits. Patiently he holds out for the &#8220;big one&#8221; and lets nothing distract him. <\/p>\n<p>Eventually, he drowns. Meeting God, he asks why the sign never materialized. The response: &#8220;I sent you two boats. What more did you expect?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>When the wisdom of this sank in, I made a list of as many signs \u00e2\u20ac\u201c some small, many inconsequential \u00e2\u20ac\u201c that happened along the history of this manuscript. I&#8217;ve been a bit too fixated lately on a big sign, without recognizing the more subtle ones. Looking at them with different eyes, some are far from inconsequential.<\/p>\n<p>A very small extract:<\/p>\n<p>1)After months of frustration, spent 60 consecutive writing sessions in a row working on the same 50 pages. The only goal, write 50 pages that read like a book. Made a deal with myself. If I could write something that I truly felt was up to snuff, I would continue. If not, to quote Mark Twain, I&#8217;d go pound wood. Never tested my hammering skills.<\/p>\n<p>2)Handed a draft over to The Eight. From that, gathered good feedback and discovered a great way for field testing writing projects. One of The Eight punted on their reading duties, and enrolled a SWAT guy who became one of the weapons and technical consultants.<\/p>\n<p>3)First agent approached about the book agreed to review the entire manuscript, rather than dicker around with synopsis and twenty-five page extracts.<\/p>\n<p>And there&#8217;s others.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Between a funeral and road trip, it&#8217;s been a very long, rough week. Until Friday, averaged five hours of sleep for too many nights in a row and logged three times more car miles than normal. Thinking out loud about the agent situation \u00e2\u20ac\u201c i.e. no news yet, twelve days left on the clock \u00e2\u20ac\u201c [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10665","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10665","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10665"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10665\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10665"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10665"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.samhilliard.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}